message in a bottle

i want to leave a message, to an anonymouse man, at the beach today, seated alone on a chair, with only me, all alone. He had cancer, and these are his last days. No, I don't believe in reincarnation, because I can not believe in things, that are not prooved, at least to my scientific thinking. I believe, we degenrate, and transform our selfs, into other substances that not materia, and when we die, we are then, only carbon. As carbon gas, decays into materia again, then, maybe, millions of years from now, we will be other living creatures. But our existence, as carbon, can take many forms. My dad lives on some other existence, circunstances, enviroment, and conscionouse. Yes, I talk with him. I'm just aware, on his actual life, he suffers from dementia, maybe because on his enviroment there's no sense of reality, or at least, he only has few moments of mental sanity, the way...we believe mental sanity is to be. So, this life is a passage. Letting go, makes me cry too. But...see it for the bright side...I think I'll just collapse, fall on the floor, and die. And you look like an old turtle. Enjoy, your way, to the next journey.